早安松餅。

北京比我想像的要暖和很多。火車從天津出發，溫度顯示從4度一直跳到11度時，我還有點懷疑自己是不是真的已經回到了南方。

如果不去假設他在身邊的話，北京這兩天事實上過得挺好的。先是去吃了一家生魚片像肥皂那麼厚的日本料理，晚上就去後海又吃了一家雲南菜，這家店的名字叫“NO NAME”，店裡有一隻只聽得懂“MI”音的小眼睛肥貓。vega幫我鋪了床，兩人就躺在溫暖的被窩裡看Jan Svankmajer（揚 斯凡克梅耶），看了幾條短片和半部“愛麗絲”就睡去。一覺好眠。

我在vega的感染下，買了一雙純手工的繡花布鞋，雖然穿上去擠了腳趾。有時候，明明知道不合適，可即使痛苦也還是強烈希望要擁有，大概這就是我吧。我還給小樹買了一雙虎頭鞋。

北京一路暖和到飛機離開T3航站樓。vega的維嘉王大三明治也一路撐飽到飛機降落在高崎機場。從此，南方到北方的距離，是坐飛機也抵達不了的遙遠。

All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away
Getting strong today, a giant step each day
I've been told only fools rush in, only fools rush in
But I don't believe, I don't believe
I could still fall in love with you
I will love you till I die, and I will love you all the time
So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time
All my time until I die, we'll float in space just you and I
I'll love you to death, I guess that's what you get
And I don't know where we are all going to
Love don't get stranger, it is what it is
And I don't know where we are all going to
Everything happens today, and that's what you get
And I don't know where we are all going to

spiritualized的"ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space"，送給此刻所有心碎的人。小樹，等你長大后，我會告訴你，要勇敢地去愛，即使頭破血流也要飛蛾撲火；要快樂和堅強，這樣就會有強大的力量給你愛的人幸福和快樂；要懂得放手和學會等待，愛情有朝一日會回來你的身邊。

折子，死灰没有复燃。风把它们吹散了。留下一块烧过的痕迹。不知什么时候才能重新长出一片向日葵。

北方好冷。小树，我们回家吧。